Work sux worK
My series of unfortunate events have started to unfold in the worst week of the year, but let's just skip all the bad things ok? (Lip: Nononoooo.... :P) Today i went back to Sungei Gedong Camp & saw all my old friends, each busy with their responsibilities, & i realised i'm not alone. We're all exploited beings in these martian concentration camps, doing work like a hamster on a running wheel. Wee~~!! Lots of energy exerted but no work done. I want... to... be... free... 
To be free...
Drowning my sorrows in work somehow doesn't work anymore; the more i work, the more obvious it seems to me that what i'm doing is useless & meaningless. Repetitive & mundane work just to keep the world spinning, & many frustratingly intricate layers of paranoid safety procedures. Work just doesn't get done as straightforward & direct anymore. Every transaction must be accounted for & every action taken with reason. Too much cover-up & people playing the blame game. This lack of trust kind of thing, & drawing the lines of responsiblity too clearly, is driving me nuts. I do things when i need to, feel to, want to. Positive motivation. To strive for the better instead of trying to keep out of trouble. But sadly that's one working environment that is extinct. I do not do things just so my actions are recorded down & others can see that i'm doing work. Neither do I like to work in just my own sphere of responsibility. I share the working environment with many other colleagues, we should help each other out & view our organisation as a common identity, with a common goal & aim. Definitely i'm more cut out for a different nature of work; however, there's little choice we can make in life but to adapt & suit the choice destined instead. This is the hardest part which i'm currently facing, & facing all the time.
Anyways, today had passed with time flying & the sky sinking into a deep grey. Looking ahead & realised that work really never does finish, i turned & looked the other way: making work seem less important in life, more routine, & it won't kill you if you don't finish it. =)
To be free...
Drowning my sorrows in work somehow doesn't work anymore; the more i work, the more obvious it seems to me that what i'm doing is useless & meaningless. Repetitive & mundane work just to keep the world spinning, & many frustratingly intricate layers of paranoid safety procedures. Work just doesn't get done as straightforward & direct anymore. Every transaction must be accounted for & every action taken with reason. Too much cover-up & people playing the blame game. This lack of trust kind of thing, & drawing the lines of responsiblity too clearly, is driving me nuts. I do things when i need to, feel to, want to. Positive motivation. To strive for the better instead of trying to keep out of trouble. But sadly that's one working environment that is extinct. I do not do things just so my actions are recorded down & others can see that i'm doing work. Neither do I like to work in just my own sphere of responsibility. I share the working environment with many other colleagues, we should help each other out & view our organisation as a common identity, with a common goal & aim. Definitely i'm more cut out for a different nature of work; however, there's little choice we can make in life but to adapt & suit the choice destined instead. This is the hardest part which i'm currently facing, & facing all the time.
Anyways, today had passed with time flying & the sky sinking into a deep grey. Looking ahead & realised that work really never does finish, i turned & looked the other way: making work seem less important in life, more routine, & it won't kill you if you don't finish it. =)
posted by cYxG @ 9:47:00 pm
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